I wanna put music on but Yukiko's in the room and I lost my earbuds.

"Hey Lenny!! What's a hot-boys (hautbois)?!?!"

it's said oboe if you dont get it. xD

I miss year 11. It was wonderful. Absolutely wonderful. Maths was worse, but errthan' else was marginally better. I understood science from the get go, english was the most hilarious thing ever. I looked forward to japanese every day, and music...
music music music. that was FANTASTIC.

so many memories that turn my stomach sore from laughing when i reminisce with darling Kayla dearest.

but that's not what I was gunna blog about.


Motifs. Life Motifs. Things that reappear time and time again. Sometimes you blindly pass them by because they are so common to you, other times, they stun you. every single time they show up.

everyone has one of these, and it's probably something irrelevant and inane. something that doesn't even apply to you. something that randomly took your interest or amused you one day. then you saw it- or something relating to it- the next day. and the next. and the next.
in fact, it doesn't even have to be days. it can be hours. minutes. seconds.

i love these things. eerie coincidences. it makes me appreciate life all that much more than i already do.

these motifs can be ANYTHING. for me, one is a movie. for a friend of mine, it is a birth defect. xD

these motifs can last any amount of time. but they're something that sticks with you for no reason. you know how motifs have an underlying sign in media? well, most likely not here.


it just means life's scripted, and you're on the truman show.

...

ilyilyily!!!


thought i'd get it out there.

I FOUND TEH PLACE

I found the perfect place for people watching! The Verdon College Cafe. People float in and out, and you can see every little interaction and drama that goes on from my spot. I have pretty keen eye sight so facial expressions aren't hard to pick up either. The best conversations to imagine are the ones between two people to the side of the queue, body language and their connection to each other spin to create wonderful stories in the mind.

I like to imagine what may be plaguing their mind at the moment, their relationship to other people, their past and their future. Likes, dislikes, pet peeves and favourite things. Their personality perks, social status, even their "mere human superpower".
Sounds a little creepy right? Ahh well. At least I haven't been caught yet.

I've actually taken up to writing in a diary. Like a full on, real, hold in your hands and flick through the pages journal. It's interesting to look at, even now. I see things I had previously forgotten from just the last month, it's nice.

I think I'm getting better at singing =D tone as well as range. Pity you can't tell right now because of the resurgance of a cold I'm getting. -.-;

o_______o

i seriously need to write something. anything creative. i need to go people watching too.

BLOGSPOT!

i forgot you existed.
welcome home~

T____T

ahahaahahahahahahaahahahahahaaha

FUCK OFF
i'm busy.

errr... hellooooo~?

did this place die? xD

i think so.

what a shame! i love this font.

just (re)realised,

i hate most people. xDDD
it's true. most i encounter i find a burning reason to dislike them
i dunno where to got it from
i think my mother.

i'm such a bad person, but to be honest i perfectly fine with it
i don't really show them i hate them *;> msn smiley*
people in general are just stupid.

obviously not you, the reader though ^3^

my cows.

mum just told me that one of my cows managed to get a bucket stuck on it's head
and that it was running around crazily this morning,
all the other cows followed it eagerly
the mighty bucket cow was showing them the light

even the horses were intrigued, they had all bunched up as close as possible to watch these mad cows
one could only imagine what they were thinking.

*sniffle*

gosh...
i'm so sad.

*sigh*
i'll miss them too.

じゃ　また。

huh...
i know what'll cheer me up.



8D

it amuses me so.

laaaaa~

i'm sick of cocky now.
shy's not so bad, but only when it's not an ugly person
cuz then you go "yeah... i know why they don't speak up much"

am i mean?

i'm absolutely dazzled by this kid's smile.

wait nevermind closed the tab xD

imma go bed once the pictures are on
'3' msn smiley

*tired and sniffling*

it's a disease.

a terrible, terrible disease...

fangirling

takes over the mind
( or at least the H: drive xD)